To begin my story, Let’s go back to about a year ago. It was in the morning when school started. I had gotten to my locker and my friend Sara and her cousin named Chase, went up to my locker to talk to me. Most of this story is about him… unfortunately….
Anyways, a lot more of my friends came to my locker and we all started to talk, just like every single morning. Then i noticed that Chase wasn’t really talking to anybody, so i decided to start to talk to him. We must have talked all that morning, because i think we realized that we had a lot in common, which was good cause i didn’t want to be friends with him if we didn’t have anything in common, you know?
After a couple of months, we became like super good friends. I knew he had like super big problems, but at that time I did too. I’m not saying that I still don’t have some of those problems; it’s just that last year was probably the worst year for my emotions. I’ve figured out how to deal with them a lot better.
I have to admit…. and it makes me sick that admit this, but it’s true and I need to tell it… I developed a massive crush on him. (ick!!! D:) And let me tell you what, Chase is NOT very attractive…
With me and guys, it doesn’t really matter what you look like, it just matters if I realize that you care enough about me and you’re nice. :D In Feburary, it finally happened… He asked me out. Over facebook.
Now how dumb is it to ask a girl out over the chat option on facebook???? D: I believe that if you’re gonna ask someone out, PLEASE do it in person. Apparently, my heart was super wrong and i just said yes on the facebook chat option to him, because when you really really like someone, your emotions rule over your entire being and thought process.
So we went out for the WEEKEND and he decided to break up with me the day before Valentine’s Day. Let me repeat that… THE DAY BEFORE VALENTINE’S DAY! What guy breaks up with a girl the day before Valentine’s Day??? Anyway, my sister basically yelled at him and told him that he should totally ask me out again and he decided to take that chance. And I said ok. Because I believe in Second Chances with guys. But if you mess up the second chance… Boy, you’re dead.
So we went out for two weeks and he tells me in a note that we had to break up because he got a girl pregnant….. Yeps. He got a girl pregnant while he was dating me… -.- Needless to say, he’s a douchebag. XD
So when he broke up with me, word went around fast because we have a tiny school, so Steven (:D) who I had already known for like three years before and was always nice to me, found out and messaged me on facebook and asked if I was ok. I said yeah, and then talked to him for a couple of hours and he really cared. :)
A couple weeks later, my youth group went over this book about young relationships. I realized that that relationship with Chase was a bad one from the start, and me and Steven just kept on talking and talking to each other. One day he admitted that he had liked me for a very long time, and I confessed that I liked him too. But then he said that he wasn’t sure about how our relationship would go if we started dating each other. I said that we wouldn’t know if we didn’t try, but he still wasn’t sure.
A couple weeks later, I went to teen youth group camp and had a blast! While during that week, the preacher taught me stuff about relationships, too. By the end of the week, I had realized that I had to be with Steven. :)
So a few days after I got back from camp, Steven came over to my house for the day and we had fun just chilling. We ended up holding hands. :) So by the end of the day… I had a boyfriend. :)
Me and Steven have been together for 3 months and 8 days and I am so happy with him. :) I freaking love him and I hope we are together for a very long time. :)
So that’s my story about rain, but suddenly a rainbow appears…. :)