Without You It’s A Waste Of Time…. <3
I had a huge self realization about me and my bf yesterday night. I’ve been thinking about it all day now and i really think that this is true… and i feel like i should post it on here…. So here’s my thoughts…
I was listening to this song called “Strawberry Swing” By Coldplay for the first time and i didn’t know why at first, but it really moved me and i started crying. I listened to it some more and i just kept on crying. I thought something was wrong with me at first, but then I finally got it… I thought that this song was soo moving, because i thought it was about two young people in love. And that’s exactly what me and Steven are. Just two young and simple people persons in love.
I know that this probably sounds really weird to you and all, but i know that Steven is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He’s the sweetest, caring, understanding, hilarious, lovable, brilliant, amazing, awesome, coolest guy i’ve ever known. :) I could list off a bunch of more adjectives about him, but i figured that these would be the best to describe him and you guys get the picture already well enough. xD
And yesterday, i finally really understood why in the world he would want to go out with a useless girl like me. It’s because… He feels exactly the same with me. Which makes me soo happy and loved and just amazing. (Oh geez, here i go again crying… :’) I mean, nobody ever really cared and understood me until him. He is the one who makes me happy every single day, no matter what in the world happened or anything. I love him. :’)
Yeah, people i just said i loved him. And It’s TRUE. I don’t care what you say; I know what you’re gonna say “Oh you’re just young and blah blah blah….” But guess what? I don’t care, because you’re not the one who is in love with him. I Am. And you never will be…. Not if I can help it. :)